today?

So, I've never really had a blog before, but I'm giving it a try. :) 

I had a really good day today, I didn't even cut!   I took the SAT, and went to a party, for my bestiee

Its her birthday, and We were just doing something nice for her :P

I really don't want tomorrow to come, because I have to go to church, practice, and I have school on Monday.  I really, really, really don't want to go to school on Monday.  HE just wont stop talking about me, and all of his friends treat me like a piece of trash.  I'm already hurting enough, because of stuff at home, and he has to bully me!! I know I put on a great show at school to make people think that i'm fine, but no one actually knows.  They don't know about DAD, or MOM, or even HB.  They did not go through what I went through, and yet they judge me.  Yes, I had sex when I was 13.  Does that really make me a whore?  I loved him so much, and even though he was fake, I wasn't.  I might have been young, but It was not my fault.  I was raised too fast, and had too much responsibility.  A 12 year old cannot take care of an entire family, and keep her sister sane.  so, for those reading this, welcome to my diary!  I hope im entertaining enough.