:(

Sometimes i just want to start over...
you know, i tried to end it.
to take 20 too many, and just never wake up?
NO ONE NOTICED.
no one said a thing.
this is me, and what i deal with.
and now?
i dont want to be pushed around anymore.
it hurts, and i HATE it.
the way she laughs at me when i fall,
or how they notice everything i do wrong.
IT HURTS, but does anyone see?
no.
 of course not
its not like im worth it.
trust me.
ive been told too many times,
not to be sure.
im not good enough,
and thats just life.