to know i'm ALIVE

is is bad?
i can feel it,
as i am typing this.
it burns,
but i guess it should.
that what it does,
right?
i looks weird,
the raw skin.
red,
and bloody.
they say that the meds should help.
but really?
its like i'm just floating around.
not happy,
but not sad.
I bleed,
to know i'm ALIVE.
not for help,
or attention.
I bleed,
for ME